So, maybe I need to go back and read this chapter in my book again. Yesterday was just one of those days when I think I could have won the award for the worst Mom. I don’t know if it’s the change in weather or what, but Kenedee was giving me so much trouble yesterday. She wasn’t listening at all. She got up from her nap about 10-15 times I think; not sure because I lost track. I finally at one point pretty much lost it and screamed at her, which is not like me at all. I don’t know what it was that was in me that caused me to do that, but it was scary. Immediately after it happened, I felt horrible. The look on her face was so sad, I really think in that moment she might have been scared of me. I immediately prayed for forgiveness and asked the Lord for patience in that moment. I beat myself up about it for pretty much the remainder of the day; Kyle kept telling me over and over that it’s okay, everybody makes mistakes. Well, this is a mistake I don’t ever want to make again. I did apologize to Kenedee after it happened and she immediately forgave me and let me hold her in my arms and love on her.
Does anyone else have moments like these?